Sweet little note #19

How do you know how much is too much?

Too much too soon?
Too much information?
Too much fun?
Too much love?
Too much to ask?

And when is it all just too much to bear?

Love,
B.

Sweet little note #18

Just came back from Curtin Spring Feast. Hell lots of ppl, but still manage to get some food. Did get to meet tiffany, peiee and peiwan, but i lost mel's no, so i cant contact her! Goshhhh! Btw, it was fine there. Same old stuffy air that makes my hair stinks. Plus, the house for romance guy! Cute!! After that, ei-jean send wl and me home. Well, through ei-jean, got the 'dai go' sung by janice. Shit, now addicted to that song. Like i say, emo emo!! hahahaha. btw, thanks for sending me home, jean!! hugs*

Maybe exams are coming, tend to feel down v easily. I tend to spend more time at home now, not only studying, but reflecting too. Im starting to feel friendless. Not that no friends, but just nt the usual v comfortable gang that i have in taylors. Everyone's in a diff course, diff timetable, diff circle of friends now. Maybe i should just broaden my circle too. My life starts to suck now, i feel.

I dont know. Its also officially time for me to slim down. Well, i have to have determination. Dad and mum will always say, you're fat, must slim down ready. But when i eat less, they make noise, say why dont i eat more. haha, what do they want me to do? Same for aunty uncle, if i eat less, they will start asking questions & start to guess what am i up to now. Well, i just want to look better. I always think that im fine. But now, not anymore. Its really time. Maybe for this week, i'll say this, the next week, im back to my oldself. GOSH, I NEED SERIOUS HELP!

Thinking of delaying trip back home too. But let me think over again.

This post aint sweet and nice. I know. I just need to whine & rant.

Things nt going well too. Its almost a month. Thanks. :(

Time for rest, Goodnight.

Love,
Bernie

Sweet little note #17

Ice-Skating!!

BFF Bel ♥!

Me, Esther, Wl

Girls Night-Out
Yvonne, EstatEsta, Feng, Me ♥

♥

Housemate Housmate!

Prescilla & Cindy

Melissa & Me!

After singing k with bel & feng, totally love this song. haha. feng, nx time we go sing tog!
(Should you-tube the live version, they somehow go out of tune. haha.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uy8LzsEHF00)

When was the last time i post anything here?! Anw, just finished my law assignment. Manage to crap through by 3am in the morning. Well, i wasnt just doing work, watching hk drama at the same time too. Haha. Aunty Chow got me new movies from mum. I have G.I Joe & G-force. Maybe i shall watch it tonight, after i finish fa tut work (sad).

Last week was Jasmain's grad day. How nice to see her in the 'robe'. It makes me feel that in no time, i'll be the one there too. Sadly, UWA dont have the grad hat, but with the golden 'scarf' of whatever you called in on the robe is still super cool. Suddenly so proud to be a commerce student. Haha. Well, by that time, hope all my family members will come over. It'll be nice to have my lil bro to see me grad, though by that time, he might be 13? Wah, it seems fast. & Bev will finished her Os by then & doing some pre-u work too. Jie would be the grown-up biz woman with her slim body. Mum and Dad will the one, smiling widely and happily to see me grad. I'll be proud to be the first few of my generation to grad, plus i think im the youngest one among them! wheeeeeee. (okay, no proud-ing)

Then, the next day, they invite me to Yu in Burswood for dinner. Anyone who's gonna go there, must try the 'san zha bao'. I think its lobster meat inside. Super DELICIOUS. & We had a great time talking to them, esp Jessica. She's really cute and fun.

Also, highlight of my dull life this few days, ASIA COCKTAIL. It was fun. & freaking lots of people. Can you try breathing with like hundreds of thousands of people in the dancing floor. It really seems that ALL ASIANS are gathered inside Metros. Plus managed to meet up with friends that i've longed to meet. This time, i drank 3 tequila, 2 yagabomb (w/e you called it), 1 151 and some bourbon coke. Totally adore the drinks, except 151, HORRIBLE. Maybe i cant stand the 'spice' down the throat. But least I was pretty fine, well, not v, but fine.
Conclusion: Im not going to go so often now, even if i do, change venue, no more metros, 'sick' of it. But but Florida is coming this sat to Metros, the music gonna be so damn goooooood! But nah, rest at home, be a good girl.

Aunty & Uncle left for Sydney on Saturday night. Today's only Monday, & i start to miss Aunty's food. But truly, i miss them. The house seems a lil dull w/o them. Even though times when we dont talk, it just nice to have them outside in the living room. Nvm, wed's night coming! I have krispy kreme! wheeee

I have also come to a conclusion that i wanan change room asap. Not that i wanan change my dear housemate out, but i found a cockroach in my room yest night! & i cant scream. This is worst than the rat as in the rat manage to escape & went out. But this, i have to catch it myself & smack it or sth. In the end, i dont dare to kill it, i threw it in the dustbin and seal the plastic bag. One thing creeepy, the stupid 'xiao qiang' haven die & keep crawling around inside, making husting sound. I have no choice but to dumb the plastic bag outside my room at 2am in the morning. This proves that my room is dirty, i guess. Dirty. Anw, moving rooms in 10 days. Wl's leaving in 10 days too. Awwww, gonna miss my housemate. Got no one to talk to abt S****y already. Sad.

Thinking of learning driving, but still no answer from them. Not getting any patient. Maybe i shall just take the theory test first. Can take it this week. Haha. This friday going up to Thornlie to visit Bel's uncle, at the same time, can eat spencer village nice nice hokkien meeeee. Yummy. & most importantly, SHOPPING! We'll be heading to the city after that i guess. Night Shopping. Come on, everyone loves the cooling weather at night shopping! Counting downnnnn!

& forgot to mention that I cut my fringe. Its growing now, irritating my eyes. haha

Enough talking, I wouldnt know when's the nx time I'll be back. It maybe tmr! Or one month later. So love you, bloggggie although your name supposed to be Davie. Come to think of it, it doesnt sounds nice anymore.

Dull-est thing of the week: Waited till 5am. :(

Love you,
B.

Sweet little note #16

It's been a while since my last post. These few days I've been having fun, esp. the melb trip. I LOVE IT & DEFINITELY WANNA GO AGAIN. I guess I post the pictures after my exam is over. My ma exam is later 5.30pm & im prepared but not well-prepared. There's still stuff that im not clear off. But its pretty hard for me to concentrate. They are still in melb, & I guess they are heading to the airport now. I miss them. 48 hours is nt enough, but least I get to spend time with them. I miss mum, jie & boy too. So sad that they cant come over. Mum is just tired back from china's trip.

About transferring over, I don't know. I wish I can. How I wish I could. But I'll consider. I like it there. But I do like Perth too. I have great friends here and had lots of fun with them. Having to go over to melb, means a new life, a new start. I might not be a problem but I just have to go through that again. What if I cant get used to people there? What if they don't like me? What if I cant blend in with them? I seriously don't know. Maybe its not the right time to think now. Its just that I just came back from melb, I miss there. Maybe it takes a while to re-settle down again.

I'll go study & be back tonight to post all the pics. *Excited talking abt the pics*

I miss you.

Love,
B.

Sweet little note #15

crave for some waffles nowwwww

Gym day 1 - exhausted
I almost fainted inside due to long-time-no-working-out.

Gyming day 2 - went pretty well
Not only i manage to hit my target, it wasnt like yest horrible feeling. plus plus got eye candy! *evil grin*

Tmr, no gyming as its gonna be a long day of running from biz sch to octagon theatre. Plus we're gonna get eve's present. Thurs we'll be going to Hyatt to celebrate her bday. $45++ per person. Let's hope the food be damn delicious.

Going with my gyming plan, i must have a healthy diet.

Breakfast, One piece of bread with margarine
Lunch: Cereal Bar & Yoghurt / Green Apple & Cereal Bar
Dinner: Aunty's homecook food!
Supper: Hot Green tea
(If hungry inbetween, cereal)

Starting of week 3, means getting started to study. Stats test will be nx weeek. Accounting group work has to be done by tuesday. I guess my weekend is gonna be filled up with work. Sunday, NDP! Happy Birthday Spore! Though im born msian, i grew up there, my second home. (:

Awaiting for aunty to cook, my stomach's growling.
Readers will be wondering now, why am i always talking abt food. Thats bcos i love foood & you can easily see from my 'perfect' figure. hoho~

Enough crapping, i gotta go, just that nt feeling delighted as i might nt be able to go melb. I just receive an email saying MA test will be on the 1st at 5.30pm or sth. 28th night party, 29 fly there, 31st night fly back? then 1st go exam? I dont know, frustrating.

Be back.

Love,
B.

TOO Sweet little note #14

Feel like getting married?

SWEEEEET

I've nt been feeling well, but lucky I have this video & pictures to boost my mood & energy up. I've been rewatching thousand & milllions of times. Please go & watch it, you can feel how sweet the couple is. & Because of this video & pics, i wanna be a wedding planner. (Thanks to ei-jean & wl for showing me the website!)

I've just joined gym & monday will be my first day working out, hope its gonna turn out fine. Its week 3 now, & work is starting to pile up. But i've been hardworking, I did my FA tute & now stats tut. Law is hideous but I'll try to manage it. Plus Im the fa leader (wheee), i need to do extra work. HD! HD! ;P

Another great news, IM GOING MELBOURNE THIS 29TH AUG. Well my family & the other families are landing on the 28th morning, but I have a cocktail party on the 28th night itself! so yeah, im going on the 29th! I haven check the ticket yet but but IM DEFINITELY GOING! Finally get to see the eastern side of Australia, let's see if i'll like melb. haha! so melb wait for me!! ♥♥

Alright, time to watch hana yori dango, i know im so late, but got accompany! hehe

Love♥,
B.

Sweet little note #13

Melaka trip

bangkok trip!

my 18th bday!

we're sisters now. hahaha

Good Morning, Im back from my winter hols back home in the hot sunny weather. It was a long & short hols. Short in the sense, didn meet up with all my friends; Long in the sense, i slack & laz around alot & make life's alittle boring. But now, im back to Perth, back to studying, back to the freezing cold weather. BUT BUT

IM FREAKING 18! THANKS THANKS! LEGAL AGE IN PERTH. WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO

Holiday back home is always fun. Plus my bday is always back home. I have my family plus both my parent's celebrating with me. Although its just normal chit-chatting & talking, the feeling is great. Im a homely girl. && of course, my beloved friends that celebrated with me, fang, yx, jo, san! High school friends can always last!!!! Thanks them for the presents & with tx to send me off at the airport. I really appreciate it. This time home, didn have much time to meet up with D, E & Poi. BUT we manage to go for our bangkok trip! We definitely have fun shopping! & Dudy was there to bring us around. Sad that we should stay longer so she can bring me to more places!

& Spending time with my family is the best. Have my little bro stick to me, talk crap to both my sisters & bowling game or yum-cha-ing around! Brunch-ing, gossiping, dabau-ing, tv-ing, SHOPPING, eating, thats really enjoying life in jb. But it can only be for a short time. & I appreciate it! hahaha. My hols would be much better if i've able to go macau, CASINO CASINO!

& we have our Melaka trip!
LONG TIME NO SEE! Great time back again. Dad's in china, so he missed it. Though the 2 and a half hours in the car is torturing to me, its worth it! Just 7 hours in Melaka, I put on 1.5 kg. The food there is so damn delicious, but have to let bel wait for me few hours, feel quite bad! Bel, dont me mad at me! [Bel: I wont! haha] Just spending time with my family, times fliessssssss.

& the last few days at home,
I decide to make sour cream bread that aunt gin taught me. I know im wrong making it after lunch, but cant you jsut be nicer. When im done making, i called mum to taste it. you know what reaction she gave me, she says 'So?' SO AS IN SO! I was so damn pissed. When do you see your daughter cook or even step into the kitchen? Im being nice & make food for you guys, you give me this kind of reaction & she said sth like NOT NICE. Even my aunt dislikes it. I totally give up. Previously during lunch, they start talking abt me studying here & that. I can bear it since its my last day, but it hurts sometimes. It's easy just by saying but it aint when you've to rly do it. But whatsoever. We're still family. Called Aunt gin & bel to make noisse, literally scream & yell out. My heart hurts so much when she says IT YUCKS. It does. I've always do things to seek her opinion, i just need some encouragement sometimes. It will be so much better if you do that.

& I didn manage to go KL, missed shopping there. nvm, there's always chance, sorry la wl! hahaha ;D

Once again, thanks people for the presents! Everyone & their wishes to me! I've grown up by a year! & its time to be alittle mature, just a little, cos im happy being me!

Dedicated to Aunt Gin & Uncle teoh:
Thank you for everything you guys have done for me. I love the pictures, i love the champagne cup, i love the book that you've asked them to write, it really reminds me the great friends i've had & the happy times i had in perth. Partly bcos you did it is you want me to like it here & nt miss home. I like it here, i like perth, but i do love my home too. just juggling betweeen. I just want to say thanks. Even if im not staying here anymore, i'll visit you guys so often that you find me vexing! xoxo

Dedicated to my friend,
Thanks for being there, always nice talking to you & hope things goes well there. Dont get stressed & always take care. :DDD

Dedicated to my sisters,
FOR GOODNESS SAKE, ONLINE! NO ONE TALK TO ME! GRRRRRR

Dediated to my BFFs,
I miss you guys always!!!!!!

Dedicated to me,
Time to do stats work! hohoho

& Dedicated to people who read the whole thing, thanks & apologies for little pics, its all in fb!

Love,
Bernie

Sweet little note #12

Its 12am in the morning. In less than 240 hours, I'll be on the plane home. Another few hours after that, i'll be heading to bangkok to shop till MAD. But i am still here, trying v hard to study. I wonder i shall re-consider that i should be major in management. That's alot to read & memo. My lang aint tha good, why should i choose this unit. But i like mgmt, as in real life experience. But to be prefect, education + experience = knowledge. I need help, i really do not know whether mgmt is my best choice. I dont want to take the wrong step.

For the past few days, ive been trying v hard to 'squeeeeeze' every single theory and concepts into my mind, but im stil behind time. Calculus vector is killlling me and my brain cant function well will too much info. I want to end the exam so soon. But i need more time to digest all the info too.

I dont know. I need a rest.

I guess thats a consequence for nt having stress levels earlier

Lesson learnt: Please do not cramped everything till last minute (wait, i didn, maybe some)

Whatver, i dont need a nervous breakdown now, it only waste my time.

Im still counting down to home, i miss home. ))))):

Love,
Bernie

NOT Sweet little note #11

STFU! Who do you think you are, always trying to fake infront of me? Wait, not infront of me, it seems like to EVERYONE! You can come up with whatever reasons to cover your ass, your hideous story and SMILE infront of everyone saying that thats nt possible of whatsoever. Didnt your parents teach you how to be honest. Ya right, honest never really applies to you EVER! You thinking that what you're doing is so freaking noble to yourself? Im gonna tell you, NO! Its so obvious, just that dumb ass people will believe it, like how i first freaking trust that you're sincere. You fucking think that acting stupid is the way you want to show how great you are after that, just go, continue doing it. Trust me, another period of time, you're gonna lose all your friends. FRIENDS. You'e so gonna be pathetic without them. Better wake up, before its too late, you traitorous bitch.

V high chance that you're nt gonna wake up, so Im just gonna say beforehand, dont blame me for being mean to you, B-I-A-T-C-H.

Sweet little note #10

B is for Brooklyn
Today progress, v good. Did lots of work. GREAT! Text bev this noon & they were singing k. Even my little brother is singing too. Awwww, i miss family outings, trips, gatherings. Cant wait to go home. Cant wait to talk non-stop with feng & eve on the plane. Cant wait to go bangkok with 3B, D, P & Aq with dudy being tour guide. Cant wait to meet bel in melaka for the first time. Cant wait to go kl shopping. Cant wait for my 18th bday to come. Cant wait to go macau CASINOS! Cant wait to just meet my bffs and family! Just cant wait to be home!

p.s Watching the last 3 ep of perfect cut 2 :D

Love,
Bernie

Sweet little notes #9

Awwww, maybe Diversity is really good. But why can't the others hold the tittle. Susan Boyle came in second too. Aiden holding back his tears, because simon said he did better for his semi-finals. Shaun, flawlesss, wasted but they are really talented. I can't watch it in youtube bcos im left with only 700mb! I manage to study till 3 yest 'night' after 4 ep of perfect cut 2. The story really isnt as great as the first one. Abit too sad, and lots of crying scenes and stuff.  But in the end, Alex is gonna go with Kelly, even Win being the KPO. (: (: Econs is in 5 days time, im so nervous..

Time table:

1 June: Mgmt T1 & Maths T3

2 June: Mgmt T2 & Econs S2

3 June: Econs S1

4 June: Econs S2

5 June: Econs S1&S2

6 June: EXAM DAY! 

p.s I better finish perfect cut tonight so i can focus tmr. 

p.p.s An old friend of mine showed me this video, its really sweet/:D

http://www.imeem.com/andretad/video/PjErIVh0/signs-art-video/

p.p.s who says we cant shit after we had our meal?

p.p.p.s I was so shocked to find out abt my old friends back in high school. I feel so outdated. But the point is hope she's gonna do well. Hope she can get through this time. 

Love, 

Bernie

Sweet little note #8

Perfect Cut
In this world, there's no ugly people, only lazy people.

To tolerate imperfections, its perfection.

Although studying can be tiring, a few mins of this show or just a few secs of this song, really really make me relax and push me back to study.

Alex, Kelly, Emily, Sky

wo zhi dao wo bian piao liang le我知道我变漂亮了 - shi xinhui石欣卉
Love,
Bernie

Sweet little note #7

Bernie is such a poser
I didn have a chance to see the sun today bcos i was busy doing my online maths. Woke up at 1 & the sun went down arnd 5. I cant blame anyone for nt being able to do the maths. Im the one who keep missing classes. Lucky, bel was there to help me. If nt, i seriously lost all my marks. Thanks girl! After she taught me one, i manage to do all the rest, which is shocking, as all the previous topics, i skipped the practice qsns. awww, im proud of myself (after getting frustrated for like 1 freaking hour) Haha. Back to the part where this will brighten up my day, Britain's got talent. I support 2 Grand, & they got in! Susan boyle didn sing as well as her first time. I dont want her to win anymore, i want shaun smith, 2 grand,the greek/irish father & son, FLAWLESS, aiden is yet to to compete, but he is good too. I've nv seen george sampson's last season perform, but my aiden is better! hahahaha. I cant wait for finals to come. Woohooooooo.

Support: Flawless, 2 grand, aiden, susan, greek/irish father-son, shaun smith
Think the winner: Shaun or Aiden (yet to compete), Flawless, Susan (Least possible now)
(I just cant decide, they are all as good to me)

Love,
Bernie

Sweet little note #6

Barcelona hold the tittle - LIONEL MESSI v RIO FERDINAND
RASHES. I hate them. I nv get it my entire life & this time its arnd my mouth. awwwww, who will expect that. I guess its the punishment for eating good food. (hmmm, i think i shall ban seafood for a while). Anyway freaking Manu lost to Barce, how can they! It may be the last time i support them. I was suppose to wake up & watch, but end up sleeping, even with 2 alarms and phone keep ringing. I know im a pig. Im getting angry at mum. When im free, she's forever busy. When she's free, im busy studying. gosh, maybe she's busy dealing with the wati at home. Its the starting day of my study break, which means #1 of serious studying. I manage to do some maths. OH! & I score 10.7 /14 for MGMT, which is great. Well, i expect 11, since bel thinks i can get 12. Its still a D, & i made improvement from the first one. Clap hands* Alright, I'll be back when i start to doze off studying.

p.s Im feeeling sweet even though the rashes are killing me!!!

pp.s Alan Simon refer me as a 'HE'! (@#$%&!%$^!@#$)

Love,
Bernie

Sweet little note #5

Which way the wind blowsPlease direct me to somewhere
Please.

Jasmain's parents just arrive perth & they brought me to Yu at Burswood. The food there is really nice, especially the shang sth bao, i cant rmb the name. Haha. But its good time talking to them as they are really nice people. Sometimes, I really envy them (alot). I can only say different families have different lifestyles and problems. MGMT test was alright. Like what they say, pass is a no problem , is whether we can score. I hope im the score one. Its wednesday, weirdly, i feel down. Its does happen so often recently that sometimes I myself, can't predict what will happen. I cant control my emotions once im back to my room. Outside, I still love to talk to people. But sometimes, again, I need time for myself.

p.s Im not feeling sweet at all, but hopefully tmr's better since aunty & uncle bringing me to eat nice food again :D

pp.s I feel crap

Love,
Bernie

Sweet little note #4

Who will thought of getting so many stuff for only $5, i guess only us. Lucky, I was able to wake up this morning to buy the nicey nicey stuff (what stuff? secret). Anw, what a nice polaroid, bev would definitely want it. I so want it meself too. Progress today, good, finished least 3 chapters, I've 2 more to go. Be back!

p.s Im not feeeling so sweet today :(

Love,
Bernie

Sweet little note #3

That's what ppl do when they have lots of work to do & not do
(my nice cozy bed that always tempt me to jump onto it anytime)

Its 6 degrees outside. All I can do is curl inside my double layered red blanket and wait for some dream fairy to bring me to dream land. I should be studying for tuesday mgmt test, I should be sleeping so I can climb out of bed tmr morning to get souvenirs for my lovely family members back in jb. But I am here, talking to meself. I guess I am addicted AGAIN. Wrong day wrong timing.

p.s. But im still feeeeling sweet! :D

Love,
Bernie

Sweet little note #2

Who says muffins are for mornings?
Its windy, dark & cold outside while Aunt Gin, wl & me are having tea & sharing all our exciting movies. The idea of making muffins just pop out of nowhere & there goes our delicious blueberry muffins. One bite of muffin with a sip of tea, the best combi you can get 'after dinner' break. I've been craving for it since forever. & This time is specially made by meself. Anybody wants? Call me.

Yours,
Bernie

Sweet little note #1

She's as sweet as

..................................tupelo honey
Shes an angel of the first degree
Shes as sweet as tupelo honey
Just like honey from the bee


This little note enlivens my day. Its lovely. Its sweet. Its honey bee.

Love,
Bernie